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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Love?

When they met she was eighteen
Like a black rose blooming wild
And she already knew she was gonna die

"What's tomorrow without you?
This is our last goodbye"

She got weaker every day
As the autumn leaves flew by
Until one day, she told him, "This is when I die"

"What was summer like for you?"
She asked him with a smile
"What's tomorrow without you?"
He silently replied

She said,

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you, I love you to death"

But the sorrow went too deep
The mountain fell too steep
And the wounds would never heal
Cause the pain of the loss was more than he could feel

He said,

"I will always be with you
By the anchor of my sorrow
All I know, or ever knew,
Is I love you, I love you to death"

"What's tomorrow without you?
Is this our last goodbye?"

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you"

Abandoned

Once my life was
plain and clear
I recall
Once my ignorance was bliss
Nightfall came
Like a serpent's kiss
To my troubled mind

Why, oh why my God
Have you abandoned me
In my sobriety
Behind the old facade
I'm your bewildered child
So take me cross the river wide

Binding promises were made
On my soul
Grand illusions lead astray
Ice cold winds swept
my heart away
Bring me back to you

I remember a song
Like in a dream
Where September was long
And winter unreal

Why, oh why my God above
Have you abandoned me
In my sobriety
Behind the old facade
I'm your bewildered child
So take me cross the river wide

Dont you cry....

Little by little
I've come to this point
on my own I've been searching my way
I lost you so early
the days went so fast
you don't know how I prayed every day

A song to remember
a song to forget
you'll never know how I tried
to make you proud
and to honor your name but
you never told me goodbye

Now that your are gone
casting shadows from the past
you and all the memories will last

Don't you cry
or suffer over me
I will be waiting for you
don't you cry
angels never fade away
I'll be watching over you
see you through

Now I'm a man and
I'm feeling you still
could it be you were there all along
a time to surrender
a time to forgive
with solace I give you this song

Now that you are gone
casting shadows from the past
in my dreams I hear your voice at last

I can see you tonight
in the pale winter light
father and son again
lover and lover
the bond of blood will never end

Eternity

There's a pain within
that I can't define
there's an empty space
where your love used to shine
from the night we met
till the day you died
do you think I wished
do you still believe I tried
all too soon we were divided
and life had just begun

Will you revive
from the chaos in my mind
where we still are bound together
will you be there
waiting by the gates of dawn
when I close my eyes forever

I belong to you
you belong to me
it's the way things are
always meant to be

Like the morning star
and the rising sun

You convey my life
and forgive me what I've done

All too soon we were divided
in darkness and light

Save me
reverse how I'm thinking of you
every breath I take
brings me closer
closer to forever, to you
I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

红颜独憔悴 , 莫笑桃花劫
一腔春水只为你搁浅
把酒唱离别追忆鸳鸯弦
用生命换永远住你心田
潮起潮落 , 月缺月又圆
沧海桑田春去春又归
缘起缘灭 , 轮回落凡间
天上人间醉无眠
情思如梦 , 愁断白头
花开花落 , 望穿多少个秋
千年等候只为破茧重逢
一生的痛只愿你为我读懂。

无题

今天没什么特别的,但在这不特别的一天确有万千种情绪。
一天的开始,起步于成千上万的科学理论,反反复复。台上的教授口沫横飞,我们也只好照单全收。四点,时间到了。是时候了。。。。去了KLCC。原本是和朋友约好的但他们临时放飞机,只好自个儿去了。到了还真不知道要干什么。。。。兜了几圈,无聊!就决定回家了。没心情。走着走着,看见了它!STARBUCKS!!!好吧,既然没事做就喝几杯吧!点了MOCHA和四片起司蛋糕后就慢慢吃了。忧郁症又发作了。胡思乱想了一通。但从中领悟了很多东西。
1. 我。。原来还是以前的我。从来都不曾让人笑过。只因我根本就是个很闷的人。话不多,没话题。不能疯疯癫癫的让身边的人拥有难忘的一天。原来这就是人人都不想和我出的原因。第一次感觉做人很失败!
2. 我。。原来一点都不坚强,也希望会有人陪我。以往都是假想有人陪我,自己骗自己。这样还算不错。但毕竟只是想象的人物而已。罢了!都过了这么久也该习惯了。
3. 心里很不舒服。没原因,就不爽而已。是成年累月累积下来,压抑心情的后果吗?可能吧。想爆发却不能如愿。就再叫东西吃了。
回家!天公不作美,下雨了~独自在雨中散步,还真是别有一番风味。绵绵细雨,衬托出心中的心境。到家了就冲凉。畏缩在四面墙的角落一处,让水冲打在身上,水珠滴滴留下,忍不住流泪了。所谓何事。。。。。哎!就是忍不住啊!又再沉思了片刻,虽然一丝累的感觉都没有,但心情却是低落到谷底。睡了一会儿,就继续冲凉。上msn,果然还是和往常一样,没人找。Lala没在msn,想找她聊天但又玩失踪。铭又出去。老弟又很忙。另一个我,我开始感觉你要回来了。来陪我吧。哎,~明天。。。。应该会比较好吧。