May...the month of kinship~

1 May - End of May
Time travels very fast. Reminisce back , I had wasted an entirely half of the year contributing nothing to the community but significantly a great deal to my own good-enjoying the time I had to the fullest. And then , it is time. To go , to continue my life journey. To ascend myself to a higher step. Looking back , I have traversed for almost 18 years. Following the whisper of my heart , bringing myself to keep on walking along this road , misty conditions does not success in holding me back. I have carved my own road on my journey , and now , it is another new work. An entirely sophisticated task has thrown to me. Which way to go ? I've no idea. What to do next? And what I can do after it? Again , I dont know!
"You have no target in your life?" Someone asked me.
Deep thought of it, yap , there is..no...there ARE. However , it is not the subject for me to drag on here. After research after research , I've finally come to a conclusion - it's again another life bet. It's either I win this time or lost everything. I got to take the risk. Scholarships rejected me one by one , and I've known this for sure , what am I compare to others? I'm just one in a zillion. One tiny sub-ion compared to the universe. Even if I got the chance to grab a scholarship , I might reject them as well if it requires me to be bonded to them. Haha , am I arrogant? Or too stupid to do so? You may think so. But I have my different way of thinking , different perspective and different vision for my life. So , I've applied to TARCollege and now I'm there. Why ? Cheap lo. But not in the meaning of "cheap" , it's synonimous to inexpensive or rather affordable. Haha.
Towards the end of the month , it is the time for me to depart to Kuala Lumpur. Gosh , though it's not my first time flying to other places , I experience a plethora of emotions. A lot of things prepared and then the next day , it's going to be a long day.
In the airport , grandpa and grandma and and have come to bid me their farewell. I know I will meet them not long after this farewell because there will be a holidays during the coming June. Nothing happens until the time the plane has departed from the airport. Uphigh in the sky , I scan through the lower ground. Having my eyes set on Kuching's landscape. My last view of it and trying to photograph them into my mind. "I gonna miss here soon." Uncontrollable , tears started to roll down. Yes , it's true! Haha. It's the place I grow up , meet people and where my family lies. Nonetheless , an inseparatable bond has formed deep within me , it's just that I didnt realise it till that time.
And finally the plane set down to the Heart of Malaysia- Kuala Lumpur. Upon arrival to the condominium , my first impression is , Oh no! Why? That's for you to think.Haha. The first day we were busy buying things such as the furniture. After that we were having a small walk in KL for the next few days until my friends arrived. Then everything went on as usual. Nothing much to talk about.
Then here it came the orientation. It wasnt as fun as I thought.Listening to a lot of speeches and then the next day was the ice-breaking activites. Well , to be honest , I felt I should run away in midst of it. Haha.
Follows up , class begins. My lecturers are all nice. Just notice that my mind has really rusted totally. It's time to undergo studian movement again. Haha